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Fei Qinyuan revealed her departure from SNH48 after a remarkable nine-year journey with the group. Her heartfelt message disclosed her struggles with mental and physical health, as well as the pressures of idol life, which ultimately led her to the decision to leave.
"After nine years, I feel it's time for me to find the real Fei Qinyuan," she wrote. Fei expressed her gratitude to fans and the company for their unwavering support, describing SNH48 as her "home" despite its changes over the years.
The 26-year-old reflected on the highs and lows of her career, admitting that the glamour of the stage often masked her inner struggles. "I realised I was crying without reason," she shared, detailing her silent battles with illness, loneliness, and self-worth.
Despite her departure, Fei reassured fans that she cherishes their love and plans to stay connected with them in the future. She also acknowledged those who may move on, expressing her thanks for their support over the years.
"Nine years felt like a dream. Now, I want to wake up and see who the real Fei Qinyuan is," she concluded, leaving fans with a mix of sadness and hope as she embarks on a journey of self-discovery.
Fei's departure is a poignant reminder of the immense pressures idols face behind the scenes and the courage it takes to prioritise personal well-being over professional success.